I have always loved girls. but now i have a guy and love for the first time. This is why i hate having friends. They betray you when you think they're there, they put you down when you wanted to be lifted up. they tell you things that hurt you in many ways and you thought after all you went throught they would reach out their hand and say you are loved, I have never experienced and actual friend everyone always puts me down and uses me for what i have. i dotn mind to get stolen from but atleast say i really want to be your friend and ask me if you can have what i have i would gladly give my gold necklace away because in my mind people who blame other people for stealing their items although they missed placed it should be shot in the face, I love being friends but somehow i always end up screwed. i dont know how it happens but truth be told im blinded everyone has screwed me over in some way and i mean everyone except for my husband robert. i hate my life things just wont get better.